The sight of other people, their remarks, his own reminiscences, everything was for him a source of agony.
Those about him felt this, and instinctively did not allow themselves to move freely, to talk, to express their wishes before him.
All his life was merged in the one feeling of suffering and desire to be rid of it.
There was evidently coming over him that revulsion that would make him look upon death as the goal of his desires, as happiness.
Hitherto each individual desire, aroused by suffering or privation, such as hunger, fatigue, thirst, had been satisfied by some bodily function giving pleasure.